Yesterday, i was thinking about utilizing my time at home creatively instead of wasting it by doing nothing. so, i decided to complete a few things those are in my pending list since quite a while and I couldn't complete cuz of short time after office.........and Now, there is no office, infact its my home office. i can manage it as i want.......whoooppeee!!!!!!!!

First, i went to shop for the fabric of my long time pending abaya and matching lace with my sister and went to the tailor to explain the design and gave him the material. Also, i requested him to complete my previous cream color abaya that is pending on his desk cuz of the embroider who is a very laaazzzzyyyy man. These tailors and embroiders are one tough thing to handle......i will definitely post the picture when i will get the finished product........hold on u guys........

anyway, I am planning to give at least 1 or 2 hours daily to my daughter to involve her into some creative activities to polish her concentration skills. I know she needs me with her all the time since she is mashAllah in learning stage and her mind is full of questions about everything. She asks me about GOD "mama, why i cant see Allah Ta'llah. from where is he watching us?" and i just end up saying the same thing that "honey, He can watch us all everytime but you can't see Him." :) what else i could tell her..............and so many more questions all day long.........

here she comes, trying to push me away from my laptop and want me to do painting with her....gotta go :) see you guys

yeah, this was my first friday without work after a loooooonnnnnggggg time. It was quite relaxing over all. i received my daughter at the door when her school van brought her back at 2pm then gave her a warm bath, dressed up her after quite a while. It feels very nice when you dresses up your cute daughters :) then i got ready for friday prayers and prayed at home instead of office prayer room....Alhamdulillah......... for last 3.5 years i had said my prayers at office and i specially wanted to pray in a relaxing mode when it was friday.

dont know i am going to do another job or not yet..... hubby wants me to stay at home like this forever so that i can be with my daughter and i agree that she needs me but i also need to work. no problem, i will get a way inshaAllah.........

Nuvairah(my daughter) is feeling very happy since i am not going to office and this is helping me to encourage myself about my need at home..........

anyways, will see you with another experience soon inshaAllah!!!!!!!!

Assalam u alaikum Sisters,

It was a looooooooonnnnggggggg break!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yeah? I am so sorry.

But i came back after going through a lot during this period. lost my unborn baby (2nd), lost my job and ended up doing nothing. But ALHAMDULILLAH I have a beautiful daughter 2 years and 6 months old. May Allah Ta'lah give her long happy and beautiful life in islamic ways. Anyways that is what Allah Ta'lah chose for me and i hope there would be some gift waiting for me from Allah Ta'lah. I am happy alhamdulillah.

Currenly, I am hunting for a new job also continuing my technical studies. I am a Software Engineer by profession since 5.5 years. An you know people in my field would become outdated and rusted technically if they won't learn new tchnologies those are coming each day............ :) difficult though but for a computer passionate / edict its like food.......

Anyways, Practicing to become a housewife after 3.5 years of my marraige :) very cumbersome. I am very bad at managing home chores. I wake up early in the morning and after sending my child and his father to school and office i usually sit on my notebook(laptop) and then.....i forget everything. Thanks to my maid who does half of that for me every morning (cleaning, dish washing, dusting and laundry) and after she leaves, i take over......infact my mother in law takes over....Ooooppppsss!!!! then what do i do? see, thats what i am trying to say that there is nothing much to do at home except for cooking......OMG!!!!!!! i feel frustrated sometimes......

I want a healthy activity untill i find my real target.....wait a sec!!!!!!!! idea!!!! why dont i start with a Gym? offcourse a ladies Gym yaar.........ooookkkkkk....lemme call a couple of nearby gyms.........atleast i will b distracted for a few minutes.

ok, lemme go check these gyms, while you surf arround :) see you again more often now......

Allah Hafiz